i just want tonight to be the night i end it all.
just so i can leave.
this place isn’t for me.
its just too hard.
i can’t stand it anymore.
i want to leave.
everything is killing me.
i am so sick of everything.
i have nothing to show for myself.
i am nothing.
i want this pain to end.
i want it all to end.
and go away.
i don’t want anything in this world anymore.
i want to be happy.
but i can never have that.
i want something nice.
something to make me happy.
but i will never have that.
i want to leave and never come back.
i want to end.