i just want tonight to be the night i end it all. 

just so i can leave. 

this place isn’t for me. 

its just too hard. 

i can’t stand it anymore.

i want to leave.

everything is killing me. 

i am so sick of everything.

i have nothing to show for myself.

i am nothing. 

i want this pain to end.

i want it all to end. 

and go away.

i don’t want anything in this world anymore.

i want to be happy.

but i can never have that.

i want something nice.

something to make me happy.

but i will never have that.

i want to leave and never come back.

i want to end.